Sunday, October 16
boyyyfriend - Sunday, October 16, 2005

photographs capture memories.
memories remind us of the laughter and joy we shared.
+O song i'm listening to: ashless simpson - boyfriend
O+ msn nick at the moment:
k e l - stop and listen to ur tears. cos that's all u've got. ``
+O personal msg now: reflections on the water, i share with u on my blank paper.`` new haircut! look look!
O+ events to look forward to: 2nite?? dinner at my aunt's. seriously, is this the last dinner we'll have before we go i'll separate waes?
oki, i'm finally done with tuition hw. phew! omg! 4 papers is a lot u noe.
stayed up up till 3am yesterdae. was talking to marcus. hmm, all i can sae i've learnt abt him is that he's someone u'll want to know more abt cos of his "interesting theories on stuff".. tat comic freak.. but i'm not suprised cos BOYS WILL BE BOYS. lolx. to tink tis dude tot i had an ' ulterior motive' when we started out as friends. -_-''
aniwaez, a pretty close fwen told me a secret last nite. she wants help. she needs help. but i'm afraid i might not be able to help her much. all i can do is be the middle person and provide a listening ear.
they are leaving on e 1st of dec. and the nxt tym i'll see them would be in dec o6. except on web cam la. but u can't possibly exchange hugs on webcam, can u? i can see the sadness behind all those forced smiles. it's jux the dae i found out i chose 2 live in total denial. i shared e matter with fwens for a few daes and after tat i jux chose 2 forget abt it. like i pretended they weren;t gg awae, like i didn't noe.
but of course, i was jolted back to reality and viola! i'm crying again. can someone hand me the kleenex pls?
luv alwaez.
kel